Do you think he told people that i'm suicidal? i feel my life is ruined?

here's the deal i'm a transfer student living in the upperclmen dorms and me and my suitemate got in a bad start (not the same thing as a roommate we only share a restroom) i had the police come to my dorm room real late @ night because they believed i was sucidal bec. I called the suicide line and the call was either disconnected or i told them i didn't need to their help bec. i changed my mind. my suitemate most likely heard it because he's obviously next door so he probably thinks i'm crazy. so have been noticing some of the people he talks to and lately i have spoken to some of ppl they seem disinterested in talking to me. like one girl for example she seemed to put effort in prolonging the conversation but then i talked again recently and she didn't really talk to me much like she didn't ask me anything. maybe i'm jus tparanoid or maybe it's because he told them or maybe it's becaus ei'm a shy guy and i can come off as shy and awkward a lot of times. i'm not real shy to the point where i won't say anything because i can say something to start conversation. it's har dto make friends in an upperclmen dorm especially when your not th best talker. i mean people have all these "funny" stories when i'm in the lounge at my dorm and i ask questions but it hasn't really been translating to any entertaining conversations with the exception of a 1 or 2 people.